Damn.
I feel so...TIRED. Of everything. I'm left thinking, "What the hell do you want me to do?" I'm only one person.
I can't be the protector of your feelings, your life raft, your everything.
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Today was a weird-ass day. I can't understand it. Its like that piece in a jigsaw puzzle that someone crammed into a spot...and almost got it to work, except it completely didn't belong there.

~Spyked~
ChiYokLown

ON BEING WANTED TOO MUCH

I get that it's supposed to be awesome if people want to spend time with you, but in all honesty, there's a reason I have my core group of 4 or 5 friends.  Really, that's all I need.  I'm not like those people that need 50 million friends, and a plan for every weekend.  I don't get edgy if I don't have weekend plans, as a matter of fact I prefer not having plans so I can relax, recharge and maybe study.

In short...People call me too much.  People want to hang out with me too much.  I wish People would stop.
LET ME MISS YOU FIRST!

I know it sounds terrible, but I can't help it.  My core friends understand that we don't hang out every week.
These...Other People, need to get a clue and find some other friends too. 
It's not that I don't like you, honestly, you're cool...but if I see you and hear from you MORE than my best friend, there's something wrong here.

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::FRUSTRATED SIGH::
ANYWAY...

I started my new AT&T job last week.  It was surprisingly cool actually, but I won't say if I like it or not until I've worked there for a month.  In the beginning, I liked Barnes & Noble too...but then you know how THAT turned out.  Time will tell if this job suits me better...but I'm a little excited to receive my company phone, The Blackberry Curve.  I also got the Jawbone bluetooth headset for free.
The Customer Service Reps got the new Blackberry Bold...but that's okay, I'll deal...the Curve was an insanely popular phone for a reason.
I haven't even got my company phone yet, and my family is fighting over who gets my personal Sprint line...Hello...I didn't agree that I'd give that up yet!

You won't believe how many people have no clue how to operate a phone either...lol.

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I need a cheap mac computer so I can take the Apple Certifications.
But macs are WAY too expensive!
I was thinking of making a hackintosh, which is basically the Mac OS on a PC...maybe using a Netbook...but I don't know if I want a crippled OS on my brand-new (non-existent) netbook.
I wish I could get a cheap mac from somewhere...
and while I'm wishing, what about a cheap iPod Touch?

~Spyked~
ChiYokLown