It's early and I'm awake boiling 2 eggs and thinking about my day. I'm always accused of over thinking everything, but I can't help it. Thinking is too damn fun. If I was bored, I would read. If I read everything, I'd think. I'd think about the books I'd read, and life. I would think about thinking.
Talk about a tangent. I need to exercise more, which is why I plan to go before work today. My dad gave me a workout on the court yesterday, which was pretty awesome.
I need to get away from New York for awhile. There's too much to distract you here. I wish I could go to Ohio for 4 months. That would be perfect. The sun comes up and it feels purer. You can hear yourself Think properly. I can focus on what's important and at the same time...relax. Or maybe I'm just dreaming. Who knows.
But the most important question for this morning is:
Do I play videogames, or study during my commute to work?
Damn. I feel so...TIRED. Of everything. I'm left thinking, "What the hell do you want me to do?" I'm only one person. I can't be the protector of your feelings, your life raft, your everything. _+_ Today was a weird-ass day. I can't understand it. Its like that piece in a jigsaw puzzle that someone crammed into a spot...and almost got it to work, except it completely didn't belong there.
Wow. Its been...forever! Yes, its true...this IS an actual xanga post from me! A whole LOT has happened since I last wrote in December of '08.
Here is the extremely abbreviated version of my life since last year: -Yes, I still work at AT&T...and yes, I still like working there. - I got a boyfriend. - More unfortunate drama than I've ever had in my life due to me having said boyfriend and certain...friends. - I'm studying for my Network+ test. (No i still have not taken it) - I finally got a netbook!
- I now have 2 company phones - And I have an iPod Touch 2nd gen (for how long though, is the question)
A whole lot of other important stuff happened too, but you'll soon find that out as I write I'll bet. Since I'm operating on limited time, this will be the end of my post for today, I just wanted people to know that I didn't abandon my xanga lol
Right now, I'm working on a mobile phone design contest. And then dinner.
I get that it's supposed to be awesome if people want to spend time with you, but in all honesty, there's a reason I have my core group of 4 or 5 friends. Really, that's all I need. I'm not like those people that need 50 million friends, and a plan for every weekend. I don't get edgy if I don't have weekend plans, as a matter of fact I prefer not having plans so I can relax, recharge and maybe study.
In short...People call me too much. People want to hang out with me too much. I wish People would stop. LET ME MISS YOU FIRST!
I know it sounds terrible, but I can't help it. My core friends understand that we don't hang out every week. These...Other People, need to get a clue and find some other friends too. It's not that I don't like you, honestly, you're cool...but if I see you and hear from you MORE than my best friend, there's something wrong here.
::FRUSTRATED SIGH:: ANYWAY...
I started my new AT&T job last week. It was surprisingly cool actually, but I won't say if I like it or not until I've worked there for a month. In the beginning, I liked Barnes & Noble too...but then you know how THAT turned out. Time will tell if this job suits me better...but I'm a little excited to receive my company phone, The Blackberry Curve. I also got the Jawbone bluetooth headset for free. The Customer Service Reps got the new Blackberry Bold...but that's okay, I'll deal...the Curve was an insanely popular phone for a reason. I haven't even got my company phone yet, and my family is fighting over who gets my personal Sprint line...Hello...I didn't agree that I'd give that up yet!
You won't believe how many people have no clue how to operate a phone either...lol.
I need a cheap mac computer so I can take the Apple Certifications. But macs are WAY too expensive! I was thinking of making a hackintosh, which is basically the Mac OS on a PC...maybe using a Netbook...but I don't know if I want a crippled OS on my brand-new (non-existent) netbook. I wish I could get a cheap mac from somewhere... and while I'm wishing, what about a cheap iPod Touch?
Nostalgia... My friend Tiff finally put some old videos on Youtube. This is one from last year or the year before I can't remember. I look younger than I really am though, geez...I was either 19 or 20 and I freakin' look like I'm 16. Anyway, I thought it was funny...
I got the day off from my internship, so I'm going to try and order my glasses today, get my hair done and maybe do laundry. That's a long list of things to do when I'm feeling particularly lazy, so I'll see what happens today.
I gotta apologize to my aunt for not telling her I couldn't make it upstate for my cousins birthday sooner It's not an excuse, but I feel crazy sometimes with how many different things are swimming around in my head. Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY JD!!!