It's early and I'm awake boiling 2 eggs and thinking about my day. I'm always accused of over thinking everything, but I can't help it. Thinking is too damn fun. If I was bored, I would read. If I read everything, I'd think.
I'd think about the books I'd read, and life. I would think about thinking.
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Talk about a tangent. I need to exercise more, which is why I plan to go before work today. My dad gave me a workout on the court yesterday, which was pretty awesome.
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I need to get away from New York for awhile. There's too much to distract you here. I wish I could go to Ohio for 4 months. That would be perfect. The sun comes up and it feels purer. You can hear yourself Think properly. I can focus on what's important and at the same time...relax.
Or maybe I'm just dreaming. Who knows.
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But the most important question for this morning is:
Do I play videogames, or study during my commute to work?
Burning question indeed.
~Spyked~
ChiYokLown
Comments (1)
YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I HAVE MISSED YOU DARLING
LIFE IS LIKE THIS SOME TIMES
IT CAN BE A SMOOTH AND CALM RIVER OF TRANQULITY
YOU SIT BACK AND PRETTY MUCH GLIDE FROM DAY TO DAY
FULLING CERTAIN REQUIREMENTS AND WAITING FOR REST AND THEN DOING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN
THEN YOU HEAD OVER A WATERFALL AND LIFE HITS A LOW POINT
OR IT GETS REALLY FAST AND INTO DANGEROUS WATERS
OR LIKE IN YOUR CASE YOU GET A BOYFRIEND....
SOMEONE TO SHARE YOUR RIDE WITH?
IT CAN BE GREAT WHEN YOU ARE INTO A PERSON AND YOU GET TO ACTUALLY BE WITH THEM
TO SHARE WITH THEM ALL THOSE LITTLE THINGS ABOUT YOU THAT THEY FIND INTERESTING EVEN THOUGH YOU FIND THEM BORING
I AM NOT REALLY IN THE FRAME OF MIND TO BE ABLE TO WRAP THIS ALL UP FOR YOU INTO SOME NEAT LITTLE PACKAGE
BUT I GUESS YOU ARE SMART ENOUGH TO END THIS THE WAY I USUALLY WOULD YOURSELF (WITH SOME DRAMATIC CONCLUSION OR PROVIKING THOUGH)
ALL I AM GOING TO SAY IS THAT I HAVE MISSED YOU
REALLY I HAVE MISSED YOU
TO THE POINT OF EVEN NEARLY GETTING BACK INTO CONTACT WITH KUSSY TO SEE IF SHE STILL TALKS TO YOU
BUT I DOUBT SHE DOES AND I //REALLY// DO NOT WANT TO TALK TO HER
IAM GLAD YOU FOUND SOMEONE TO HAVE INTIMATE MOMENTS WITH
BEING SO DEEPLY INVESTED IN SOMEONE CAM ADD AN EXTRA LAYER OF MEANING IT SEEMS TO A PERSON EXCISTANCE
BUT IT IS NOT ALL GOOD TIMES
THERE ARE A LOT OF SHIT TIMES AS WELL
BUT YEAH
I HAVE MISSED YOU
AND I AM SO GLAD YOU HAVE NOT JUST BEEN SITTING THERE WASTING YOUR LIFE (AND YOUR MANY TALENTS) IN A BOX ON YOUR OWN
**SUPER HUG**
AND YEAH SORRY ABOUT NOT BEING ABLE TO BE BETTER AT MAKING OPSTS RIGHT NOW
O_o